in my secondary school, i've met with people of different personalities and characters and sometimes it's quite hard to work with them. i've also learnt to look beyond people's flaws and accept whatever they are trying to convey or teach. i thought i could start this new year loving people around especially people whom i wasnt comfortable with. but just because u're someone of authority, doesnt mean u can push me around right?!! i hate the way u use that tone of yours to talk to me! if u had been nicer or more POLITE!! i could have been more willing to help u out. u have no right to control me! my parents dont do that, so who the heck u think u are then!i've always respected people who are older than me or people of authority. u cant blame us for not doing our part. u urself also contributed to the problem! the fact that other people also dont feel comfortable around u shows that i'm not over-reacting here. ur words are strong enough to kill someone's high spirits. most of the time, after a conversation with u on the phone, i'll feel depressed, sad and lousy. i hate that kind of feeling! i'm a happy person and love to stay that way.. u have no right to change that ok!!
i'm still controlling my emotions and still putting on a cheerful facade in front of u, trying to accept u for who u are. but it's getting overboard! i know nobody's perfect.. i think it's just not my calling to stay with u guys. lets see how long i can go on like this. when i blow, i'll personally tell all this to u right smack in YOUR FACE!
*Lord, please give me the strength to tolerate this. i've tried but it doesnt seem to be working..please help me* Man can let me down..but i know God will never let me down
